God really is in control! Sometimes I have to remind myself of that fact. When things do not go the way my human mind said it should…I start thinking my life is not working out; that is when I need to remember God is in control. Everything works out the way He intends it to. Our paths may not be straight, definitely will not be, but as we go up and down and swerving all over the place it is good to remember….He is in control. Hand it over to Him and let go.
My journey to where I am today has been anything but a straight shot! I have had so many “aha” moments; and each time I think I have “arrived” to the promised land. But not yet….maybe never. And that may be a really good thing….because that ensures my continued growth and evolution on the path to know Him as intimately as humanly possible.
In the past I’ve been bothered by my journey, thinking I’m scattered and not focused. Each time something new happens and my journey takes a turn ( never away from the spirit but just different) I think….” here I go again! Miss scattered brain strikes!” I realize that most of these thoughts have been “put” into my head by other people….. these are not thoughts that sprang from my soul. And that truth helps me to get to where He is leading me. If I didn’t have that truth I am afraid I would have given up a long time ago!
So armed with that truth I am now able to embrace with joy and excitement every change that comes my way. With the knowledge that it is He that is in control and guiding me on this journey!
With recent events I was faced with that feeling of being “scattered” and then remembered my truth! I am happy to report I saw the truth much quicker this time; which makes me feel I am finally “getting it!” That in itself is a great gift for today! So it is with this in mind that I have embraced the idea of going ahead and getting those pesky letters after my name.
I have never felt the need for higher education…..but apparently He does.
**Thankfully I have been in school for 3 years already and can transfer some of my work! Whewee!!