Forgive….. but forget?

There are things we never forget in life. Some good. Some bad. I work on forgetting the bad. Thing is, I’ve forgiven anyone that may be responsible for the bad , yes even me. But there are some things I can’t seem to forget. Forgive yes, forget….. not yet.

Abuse is something that is hard to forget. I feel like I have accomplished a lot by forgiving. And I do forgive. 100%. Why can’t I forget? It may be the trauma of it. I still, at the oddest moments, can remember being hit over and over and over again. In my face. Over and over. So many things go through your mind… I don’t remember pain, but I remember the fear. And the bewilderment. I think, to this day, the bewilderment is still there.

Oh and I remember the person who saved me that day too. The person who stepped in and stopped the madness.

The story didn’t end there. But it doesn’t matter. What matters is what I have done with my life.

You know we all make mistakes. We all deal with our crap in different ways. We all can either learn from it or not. We can also learn to forgive or not.

There are so many choices in this life. Well, actually that is all this life is, one choice after another.

Man I’m rambling. I do that sometimes.

I wish you all well. I love you. And I am here to listen to anyone that may need to talk.

Sometimes people think I’m way too dramatic. And that I seek attention. Trust me, I don’t. As a matter of fact… attention is something I hide from mostly.

I’ve had a pretty dramatic life. I “feel” very deeply. I don’t hide that well. And truth is I don’t care to! Love me or hate me….. I have deep scars and I choose to fill those scars with love. And that love is for others. I want to be here for you.

It’s what I want. It’s how I choose to “recover” from life. ❤️

**if you actually read to the end of this long ramble….. thank you. I’ve just shared with you something that I’ve never shared with anyone….. for no other reason than to say- I know some stuff cause I’ve been through some stuff and I’m here if you want to talk.


Wow! Goodbye 2017!

It has been a whirlwind kind of a year for me! It has been amazing! It’s making me super excited for 2018! I can’t begin to imagine what the new year holds for me!

It has taken me many years to finally begin to get healthy. It wasn’t until I found Omnitrition that I was able to get some control over my health and weight. It’s been a long journey but a very satisfying one! I love Omnitrition! The products have changed my life. I have lost (and maintained it since May) 46.2 lbs!

2017 was also the year of manifesting dreams! We sold our house in Sept 2016 when I declared to my husband that I wanted to live in St Augustine, FL! So I began a year long effort to make my dream of living in St Augustine, FL a reality! There were many pitfalls and heartaches along the way. But as of Oct 2017 we are officially residents of St Augustine….. not “close to” but IN St Augustine!

It’s been an amazing year! I can’t wait to herald in 2018 and see what it brings!

Merry Christmas to you and yours! May you have an inspired 2018! ❤️<<<<<<<